The pain of laziness

yeah.. i know, i know..this is my first entry..i should’ve introduced myself first before i write about something..but what the heck..no one’s gonna read this..lol..

laziness..i guess everybody experience this at least once every month..i have a confession..i’m, actually, a ‘chronic lazy patient’..i don’t experience laziness..laziness is part of myself..whenever i tried to do my homeworks, i always find a way to avoid doing them..and i mean ALWAYS..just like what i’m doing now..but at least this is more beneficial than what i’ve done before..like watching jdoramas, animes, youtube’ing’ and stuffs..

yeah..people around me do give advice to me, especially my parents, but i find it hard to listen to them..i’m too carefree..i don’t take things seriously and people usually don’t take me seriously..some say that i’m lucky..i don’t feel pressured when exam day is near..i don’t worry about small things..i go with the flow..yes i don’t feel pressured..i do go with the flow..but i feel empty inside..it’s not that i don’t have goals..i do, but i don’t work hard to achieve them..even if i achieve them, i don’t feel the satisfaction..i envy my friends…most of them work really hard to achieve their goals..they don’t take shortcuts..even when they fail, they never give up..i can see their bright future..it’s really sad coz i can’t see mine..

it’s really painful, really..laziness is not something anyone should pamper..i’ll try my best to change..hopefully, if anyone read this blog, you’ll change your mind before you go to your ‘lazy’ mode..do take breaks..but don’t let you guard down or laziness will haunt you for a long time..

peace out